oh wells

i have to accept that thats the way things will be!! they is no such thing as trying.. it's either i take it or leave it.. And i guess i have to take it.. But with a mth just away... I'm afraid for the decision I will be making.. I don't know if its the right one.. I don't know whether it would be a pleasant journey.. I can see myself doing alot on my part.. Initiative, commonsense, romance, celebration, encouragement and acknowlegdements are absent.. So I have to find a way to replace all of those.. how to replace romance?

I just hope it eventually doesn't become chore.. Oh well.. If I could only be like you.. IGNORANT AND OBLIVIOUS AND NOT WORRIED..

I'M GLAD FOR BATAM.. that way i won't have to worry abt u ruining my last wkend.. see i've alr found a replacement..

it's time i stopped all these disappointments..